My life is pointless.
I decided this during hip hop today.
What is the point?
We come in this world but then we leave, the middle is just a game.
A game that I don't think I want to play.
My feelings get hurt left and right.
That doesn't matter though.
No one cares anymore.
They just say they do to make you feel better.
I learned today that being by myself is the best way to go.
Sitting there like a loser today was interesting.
I got to think a lot about things that make me wanna explode.
Everyone laughing around having a grand ol' time and then me.
Boring ol' me. No one bothers to talk to be, which somehow made me happy.
But they do talk but I don't want to respond cuz everything is just so upsetting.
I over react on things, maybe that is why no one likes me.
I'm sorry that I am me.
I always just get in everyones way.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.