I had the best week ever and then I had to ruin it by going to the dance. I wish someone would have told me that I was going to get so depressed. But no one can predict the future. And I don't know what I am saying so yea...anyways...back to the dance. I was so excited for this dance the whole week, getting skirt and everything was so much fun. Then Thursday at school, it kinda hit me that I might not have much fun...cuz I had no one to dance with. I mean I have my friends to dance with, but me being the dork that I am, I wanted just ONE slow song with a guy. I dunno why, but I just did. Ha, thanks Krista for offering John to me.

OMG...everyone in the band, YAY to you. Everyone looked so pretty in there little suits!! ;D And to all who sang....great job!! Yea, so when the one band was playing, I forget which one it was, maybe Jazz Band, I was rethinking this whole thing about...umm yea... and I wish that I had done something about it. But at the last slow dance, I saw him with that girl that he is always with, and it just made me sad for some reason. I get really jealous over the stupidest things you can think of. It drives me crazy. I need to change... I decided.

So Dima, I should have stuck to your plan earlier in the night, but I was, well me, the stupid one. But there is nothing I can do now. Well, I know there is something, but I don't wanna i guess.