Why must I be me?

It's not like I am a worthwhile person.
No one will ever like me for me.
I am just one of those girls that will walk around and never be noticed.
I am like a wall. People never care about you, they just walk around you, and never look back.

Everyone around me is so happy, because they are so much better off than me. They have reason to be happy. People actually take interest in them. But me, ha that's a laugh.

I hate being me.

And then this whole homecoming thing. Agh, I hate it with a passion. You all have reason to be happy and excited, but every time a dance comes around, I stand alone, in the dark. I shouldn't have had taken that freaking day off, now I'll just think about it the whole freaking day. Now, if I were prettier, skinnier, taller, and more outgoing...then I wouldn't have this problem. Don't say anything to try and cheer me up, because I am too sensitive. I take things too seriously.

Why must I be me?