I don't know who is mad at mad anymore. It was just something that needed to be said, that's it. But now it has blown out of proportion. Things always seem to end up like that. I know people always blame PMS on their actions, but I did over react because of that. I am sorry that I get like that sometimes, it's like I can't control myself. I don't what to do with my life anymore. Summer is suppose to be a time when you can relax, but so far I have been more depressed and stressed then the whole school year.

This might sound stupid, but it is what I think...and well I am stupid, so it all works out. If I was to have my own car, not the parents, I would not care if I had to drive people around. In fact, I would do it more. Cuz if I had my own car, then I wouldn't have to stick to all these rules my parents had. Well, I probably would have rules to follow, but it would be my car and I wouldn't have to listen to them. I am just saying that if I get my own car, I would practically live in it, and wouldn't mind how much gas was in the tank or how far we had to go or even where we were going. So I pray I get my own car soon. But for the time being, I hope that we all can work something out.