Wow....that was so random...yesterday...but I am glad that I was able to get out of the house. Ok...so I was sitting at my computer (in the basement, (it's creepy down here!!)) at like 8:30 pm...my head was still killing me so I was totally out of it...so anyways...Mike decides to have Dima and me over to see a movie So we went over to his house at like 9:30...and watched "A Knight's Tale". We didn't watch all of it and I was all upset!! Ha!! I was so into the movie for some odd reason...I get like that and get mad when people talk during it...which some people WERE!!! LOL...JK!!! It was interesting listening to their convo's...I am more a listener then talker if anyone has noticed...

I decided that I am a very boring person and I can't hang out anymore cuz I get people down...I am sorry for my problems everyone...if I had no friends, then nobody would care about me and be down around me...I think it would be best...I am sorry...I am sorry for being such a horrible, boring person. I wish that I could just break out of this so-called shell that I have and be an exciting person like all of you!! My life would be so much more interesting and people would actually like me!!! Sorry about my complaining...

This break has been nothing but torture. I can't believe that like everyone is sick at the same time. What is this world coming to? I wanna do stuff and get off my lazy butt, but I can't find anything in me. I need to get better before school starts up again. I can't go to school like this and I also can't miss school. I haven't missed school all of high school. I will survive though. I just need something to make me happy right now. What, I dunno but hopefully it will come soon enough.

Yesterday was another "interesting" day. I am sorry, but that whole show got boring after about the third song. Why do people find it fun ramming into other people. Plus, people were getting hurt right and left. I don't understand anyone. If you find fun in that, have fun!!! Okay enough about me having a grand ol' time. I finally got to watch a movie that I enjoyed!!! "Ferris Bueller's Day Off" is the greatest movie to watch!!! I can watch that over and over again, and not get tired of it…well probably, but yea!!

I can't take this anymore…somebody please just shoot me…my head feels like it is about to explode!! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

Gobble…Gobble!!! That was some good turkey today!!! Haha!! I am such a bad person… I got really sick thinking about what I was eating, but it tastes sooooo good!!! LOL!!! So how was your day!?!?!? I hope that you got my email… it made me happy sending them out!!!

Agh… My life is so boring… I have nothing to do the rest of the break… I am sick and my mom says that I shouldn't go anywhere until I am better… that stinks, but I think that it is best for me and you… I wouldn't want to get you sick!!! I love you too much to get you sick!!!

I just got done watching "Terminator 3", and all I have to say is, "interesting". I haven't been doing very well in seeing good movies this weekend… I think that I will get "Finding Nemo" and make things better!!! Greatest movie ever!!!!

Yes!!! Five days doing absolutely nothing!!! I have a great life!! Everyone gets to go somewhere for breaks, but never this family...and I really hate it...I need to get out of here...and I just found out that we are having Thanksgiving dinner here.... errrr..... I thought that I would be able to get out of this neighborhood...but nope...still stuck here... if you are not doing anything for break please call me so we can do something.... cuz I am probably stuck at home helping out with that wonderful project we are doing!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!

SUSAN IS THE COOLEST!!! SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WROTE ME A COMMENT!!! wOAhOA!!! yEA FOR SUSAN!!! LOL!!!

Ahh....its Tuesday and they are testing the TV stations with that weird alarm....it scared me like half to death.... I thought that there was a tornado or something!!!! Do you see what no sleep does to me!?!?!

I think that someone put something in my drink and/or dinner, cuz I can't sleep!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! Haha!! This is fun though, I am on this weird sugar high, even though I didn't have any sugar!!! Ooo...yea, thats why I came back....I wanted to tell you about my exciting day. Okay, first off, I think that every single guy in the school got a haircut....it was really scary cuz every SINGLE class I went to, at least two guys had gotten a haircut....really freaky stuff!!! Ha....anyways.... what is really exciting is that in bowling today, i got a 91!!!!!!!! How amazing is that? Not very but compared to my other scores... I was excited!!! What else happened today? Wow....see how interesting Kim's life can be? Ha...right!!! Right....math homework....

ONE MOre DAY!!! Well, actually today!!! Ha...wow....I am gonna be so tired for school.....but it's all good....
Oh no!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH......... I just remembered that I have to finish my Chemistry test in the morning.....errrrr.....no fun.... I am gonna fail.....HEHE!!!! Such good spirits for a failure!!! I think that I should go get some Zzzz.... *yawn* wow.... drifting away there....Gooodnigghhht....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sweet Dreams!!! HAHA!!!!

Hey....ya'll!!! I hope that you like the new look!!! I am Lovin' it!!!! nOTHING interesting happened today...all I did was stay home and do homework...Tomorrow will be fun cuz after it's over, we only have tuesday, but I will call it Friday, cuz it kinda is!!! I don't make sense...only in my little world!!! HAHA!!!

Who put the bomp
In the bomp bah bomp bah bomp?
Who put the ram
In the rama lama ding dong?
Who put the bop
In the bop shoo bop shoo bop?
Who put the dip
In the dip da dip da dip?

WOA!!! I LOVE olDEIS!!!

Well, life is fun... lets see....Friday night I went to Cinderella with Krista, Lola, and Jess. We were ushering again...always interesting times... The guy that is the head of tech crew is not a very nice guy.... I was scared for all of us.... anyways... the play was very cute and if you haven't seen it yet, you should go. So after the play us and Aaron went to Portillos (where else!!!) but nothing interesting happened that time. And I am so sad cuz Burger King is gone. :'( (DOWNTOWn...) HEHE sry I made a CD of oldies and I am listening to it right now!! Yea so anyways... After staying at Potillos for like an hour, we all went home. So then Saturday, I went to Dima's to make cupcakes for the bowling party. Then I went to pick up Lola at her house and then we all went to Downers Grove. We were a half hour late but it's all good!!! ( I NEED LOVe lOVe....can't hurry love......SRY AGAIN!!!!!) So then we were waiting for Ashley, Lea, and Colleen, for like EVER!!! HAHA!!! But everyone left Jess and me by ourselves... how nice....and when them three got there how were to find you!!! Yea, so I was mad at like everyone the rest of the night... So after everyone got back together, we went to eat pizza at Giordonio (sry if that is spelled wrong!!!) and then ppl split up cuz not everyone wanted to go bowling. So Lola, Ashley, Lea, Colleen, John, and me went bowling....it was great fun....I swear our lane was on an angle cuz all the balls were going in one direction!!! HAHA!!! I started doing really good but then Dima, Lauren, and Mike showed up and Lea started getting all the luck... I don't understand what happen. So by the end the highest score was like 67, I think. HAHA... it was still fun!!! Dima, Lauren, and Mike took the train home and the rest of us (Lola, Colleen, Ashley, Lea, and John) went to Colleen's ice cream shop... We stayed there for awhile and played spoons!!! That game is the greatest!!! I then took Lola home and then I went home and now I want to fall asleep. (now you're back from outer space....I will survive!!!!!!!!!!) WOOOOOOOOOHHHH!!!! HEHE!!!! I had two packs of pure sugar at dinner and I think that I am going crazy right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMGGGGGG!!!! HEHE!!!! I AM JUST SO EXCITED!!! I JUST HEARD ON THE NEWS THAT IT IS SUPPOSE TO SNOW ON MONDAY.... I AM SORRY COLLEEN, LOLA, AND JESS.... YOU GUYS HAVE TO WALK IN THAT. BUT I JUST LOVE THE SNOW..... SOOOO EXCITED... IT PROBABLY WON'T SNOW THAT MUCH... WHICH IS JUST A TEASE FOR ME... BUT SNOW IS SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow... I am all discoed out!!! That was a great night... I think that I was the only biker there!!! YEA!!! HAHa... I think that I will tell you about the night, since I always do anyways!! HAHA... I bet that Krista is the only one who reads these all the way to the end!!! It won't be as long as that one on the BMG though... Okay...

So before I went I was freaking out that I had nothing to wear!!! But then I just went through my sister's closet and found that leather jacket. So after I finished my look, I went and picked up Lola and then we went to Dima's house. There we waited for Dima to get ready and put sparkles in our hair... It looked really cool... So then off to the dance we went... We met up with Mike there and found some other people that we knew. Even though I can't dance, it was fun watching the other people around us. What was really funny was Mike doing the moves that John Travolta did in "Saturday Night Fever". It was some great times but also very hot in that gym. We went outside a few times... I wanted to stay out there the whole night... but I think I would be an ice cube today... or be really sick... that would not be much fun... OOoo... It was really exciting when we saw Jessie... haha... he was wearing leather pants... lol... Dima tried getting a picture but I don't think that it is going to turn out... upsetting!!! HEHE!!! Well, then we danced some more... I got sick... danced some more... and the most exciting part for me...haha...when we were on the table swinging our feet in synch with each other... HAHA... sry but that just amazed me... Lets see.... Lola scared me tonight... I won't say why... but she knows... lol... poor Lola!!! :) After the dance Dima wanted to go home. So after dropping her off Lola and I went to Mike's house. We got there and he wasn't there yet so we drove around his neighborhood for awhile... I felt like I was stalking him or something... HAHA!!! So finally he got home and we went to his house... His doggie, Shadow, is so sweet... I love her!!! His mom was talking to Lola and me about the dog... and lets just say... it's really sad what she said. We watched "Saturday Night Fever" for awhile and then we had to go cuz of annoying curfew... I hate that.... It was a great night and now today on my day off, I think that I am gonna stay home until tonight when I go and usher at the school play Cinderella. That should be interesting again. THEn... TOMOrrOW!! I am so excited about this bowling party!!! Like everyone is gonna be there!!! WOaHoA!!! HAHA... I think that I need some more sleep!!!

OMG!!! The Disco Dance is in an hour... I am gonna dance like I have never danced before... haha... that would be scary!!!!

I am so excited and I dunno why... its just the disco dance... the greatest dance of them all!!! HAHA!!!! I don't look that discoie... more like a biker... but I don't care... I think that it looks cool!!! WOaHOA!!!! yeA!!! OMG... okay, I am gonna go finish my look!!! I will tell you all about it later!!!

Hallo! Ich nehme Idee Dimas und schreibe auf Deutsch. Sie vermutlich übersetzt nicht sehr gut, aber die ist okay. Morgen abent wird soviel Spaß sein!!! Ich habe keinen Anhaltspunkt, was ich tragen werde. Was tragen Sie zu einem Discotanz? Ich kann nicht auch nicht tanzen. Ich möchte gerade die Leute sehen, Dummköpfe aus selbst heraus zu bilden!! HAHA!!

HEHE!! Sorry Dima... but I thought that I would speak a different language to...!!! So lets see... what happened in my wonderful today... Well, I had one of those stupid times again... where I get depressed for no reason what-so-ever... but after talking to Dima I was better!!! I think what my problem is, that when I don't talk to people I get like that... Also there is nothing exciting so...yea... But today I was happy for awhile...today was Jess's B-day...(HAPPY B-DAY JEsS!!!)...yea so I got her a stuffed Pug... it was the cutest thing and now I want it back!! HEHE!!! I dunno why that made me happy... I think that it was the whole thing on giving rather then receiving. I like seeing people happy when you give them a gift!!!

Then when I got home from school I made my inventations!!! Those made me happy too!!! The party is in such a long time though... WOW!!! It's in one month!!! YEA!!! I'm excited!!! Now I have to go do homework... but I decided not to do German and Math cuz of that whole in-school field trip... I should do it but I am such a slacker!!! (with Lola!!!) HahA!!! JK!!!

ONE MORE DAY... then the THREe DAy WEeKeND!!! OOOOoooo...and then the Disco Dance!! and then the football game!!! We all have to go...it will so much fun!!! And after the... the bowling party!!! WoaHOa!! Then those two days next week...errrr....and finally ThaNKsgivINg BreaK!!!! A five day weekend!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, was upsetting...I don't wanna be back here... I wish I still was in Chicago with just the nine of us cuz everyone else I can't take... except for the few of you...you know who you are...
Can you just close your eyes and be taken away from all this nonsense?...
I wanna quit...
I decided that instead of using one dot at the end of my sentences, I will use three!!! It makes me happy!!!
Nothing to look forward to except for Saturday... I'm excited!!!
SUPER BOWLING PARTY!!! haha...right!!!
OOOOOOoooo...Everwood is on tonight...yes I am happy!!!
Have to go peel potatoes...

That was the greatest show I have ever been to!! I wanna go again....Okay since I have no life I will tell you all about it!! WOAhoA!! Okay here it is...
Ashley picked me up and then we picked up Krista. We then got to Jess's house around 2 and then had to make the 2:30 train. When we got to Jess's, everyone else one was there; Jess, Lola, Mike T.(Ernie), Mike K.(Bert), and Aaron. We met up with Scott at the train station. As soon as we got there, the train came in and we got on. It was an interesting train ride there. I sat with Jess and Aaron...Fun... HEHE!! But everyone got restless and by the end of the ride I ended up with Krista and Ashley. Once we got off the train we had to find the subway station. It took some walking but we got there. After we bought the tickets and got on the subway...We were pushed around a lot.... I decided that I don't like the subway very much. Anyways...We were walking around again....In the wrong direction..Ha....But then we got going in the right direction and got to the theatre. We got the tickets okay....Then we decided to go get some dinner. That was the crazy part of the night. I swear we walked by the same building like 5 times... And Krista kept going on about how we need to spend extra money on our food so we know it doesn't have anything gross in it....Ha... We finally found a restaurant to eat at. Everyone ate except me cuz I am still starving myself...But yea.... That was some more fun times... Scott kept on talking to random people again...Ha.... Ohh..And we got the people that worked there to sing for Jess's b-day!! After dinner, we did some more walking back to the theatre where they had this little room with these random things in it. After looking at that for awhile we decided to go in and get shirts. I got a shirt along with Ashley, Krista, and Aaron. Us three girls I think got the same shirts and are wearing them MOnday!! I'm excited!! Okay so then we sat down in our seats. It was a small theatre so everyone had good seats. So I wanted to take pictures of everyone one in there seats. I got one picture and this guy comes up to us and is like no pictures at any time.....And then on the little board thing they posted it up there...All because of me...Ha right.... But other people were doing it but THEy didn't get yelled at...errr.... I was mad. Anyways...Ha... There was this toilet paper above us so we started ripping it off....But that was for later in the show...We just ruin everything....haha....Okay so the show began with stuff being posted on these board things...You know the kind that things flash across.... Okay.... So after that went on forever... They showed the three guys in these little shadow boxes. It was interesting..... (I'm sorry that I am explaining everything, but this is for the people who didn't see the show and wanted to know what it was like....Colleen, I took good notes hopefully!!) Okay...Back to the show...So then the come out and do that thing with the drums and paint...It was really cool and they made this art piece that I wanted!! HA!! Then they threw paint balls in each other mouths and again made art....How they got every single ball in there mouth is beyond me. Lets see..Then one of them threw marshmallows into another guys mouth and he made this gross piece by spitting all the like 50 marshmallows onto this board. Yea...So...Then...Sri but I can't remember every single little thing, but I am trying....They went into the audience and picked this random girl to come up with them...The more I think about it, the more I wish I had gone up there....The whole time they were doing those things...I was like...I could have done better...haha!!! Then the show went on and they did a lot of cool things....And the music was so amazing...They had these strobe-lights later in the show....That was amazing....And the toilet paper that was above us, we were to throw it down to the stage, but not everyone knew that, so like Mike K. had this huge pile on tip of him...HAHA!! That was exciting stuff....Except the lights gave me this huge headache...But luckily Ashley was there with her Advil!! HAHA!! So then half of us left to go get our picture taken with one of the guys!! Ha...And they made Krista's hand blue!! Exciting!! After everyone got back together, we were on our way back to the subway. That was another interesting trip!! I was getting tired and just wanted to sleep... But that wasn't gonna happen...after getting off the subway we had some time before the train left. So we were walking downtown for awhile...I almost got lost cuz I was walking down this street, but we suppose to turn...Ha... That would have been bad!! HEHE!! So we had to stop like 50 million times cuz people just walk to slow...haha..eerrrrr!!! We then somehow got split up at the train station cuz Krista and me had to use the bathroom!! So it was us two, Ashley, Lola, Mike T. And Scott. I really don't wanna know what some other people were doing but I feel bad for Mike K. cuz he was stuck with them. Sry...nvm....ok so after using the bathroom and getting a drink for Krista at McDonald's...We met up with the other three but then everyone left for McDonald's again and left us four girls, Ashley, Lola, Krista and me....AloNE in Chicago....Wow, I just thought about that....That's scary!! So they came back and we got on the train go leave the city and go back to fun ol' Naperville!! The train ride was a train ride...Don't need to go into detail cuz I am sure if you have read this far, you are bored anyways!! Well it was amazing and I wish that I can go to another one!!!

I am sittin in Desktop right now!!!! WOW this is fun. Ashley is using my ideas!! HAHA!! ANyways, one more period to go. YEA!! Then tomorrow, then friday..then... The BLue Man GRouP!! WOa!! I can't wait. The bell is gonna ring soon....Talk later.

Its snowing!! Ha I wish... I can't wait for it to snow cuz then the coldness is all worth it.
Well today was interesting.... I was looking forward to three things today and 2 were accomplished.
I went bowling again and got a 77. I think that is pretty good but I dunno. At least I beat Jess!! So the next thing was the pictures that Dima got develop. I was waiting all weekend for them but then she didn't get the one I wanted. I was mad but it ain't the end of the world. (Ha I had to say ain't, sry!!) Then it came down to 8th period. LOL!!! That was ummmm..... interesting. Afterwards Krista and me had a great convo about DOT DOT!!! HAha!! That was so funny. Him being 'cold' and everything. Sorry I am still cracking up about this whole thing. Poor Colleen was really freaked out about the whole thing I think!! HEHE, sry Colleen!! Sorry that I can't go into much detail about this DOT DOT thing.

I can't wait until Saturday. It is sad that we have to be split up but hey it still will be fun. I don't know what to do cuz everyone wants to be by me. HAHA right!! I think that it should be split up by Me, Lola, Krista, and Ashley, and then one of the guys for "protection"!! Ha, there are some crazy people that are gonna be there. I am scared!! HEHE!!

Enough already...Goodbye for now!!

Wow this weekend was fun... On Friday I hung out with Lola, Krista, and Dima. We went and saw Scary Movie 3. I am sorry but I didn't think that was all that great. If you haven't seen it, I wouldn't recommend it, but that's just me. Okay so after that we went to Burger King and yea....We then went all the way to Portillo's (across the street 4 those of you who don't know that). There we ate again and like every senior in our school was there (the guys anyway) It was interesting cuz there was a group of four guys and then us... Why didn't we go over there.... I don't know.... But it was all good. The night ended and then came Saturday! Ahhhh... I hate leaves... Raking leaves at 9 o' clock in the morning is not fun. So after I broke my back doing that, I got ready to go to the football game. We played Wheaton Warrenville South there so it wasn't as exciting as home. We had no band... It was soo quiet. Ha...Anyways, it was also freezing there so it wasn't comfortable either....But I had support those men in tight pants... LOL!! We lost, I don't have to talk about the horrible details or what the final score was.... cuz it was bad. We are out of the playoffs but there is always next year. Where have I heard this before, oh yeah, when the Cubbies lost. Such a bad season of sports. Okay so after I froze my butt off there I got to go to Indiana!! YEA!! That was a fun time. Baker Square with those guys staring at us while we ate.... HEHE!! I swear someone poisoned us...Everyone was knocked out by like 10. We watched 8 Simple Rules again :.( So I got home at two in the morning on Sunday and slept till like noon. So Sunday all I did was watch the Bears, another sad loss. Then went to my grandparents house and ate KFC!! Oh yea, always fun times. Then I went home, watched some TV, talk to people online, did homework, and now I'm here telling you my boring life. I'll stop now.

Today was well...ummm...nothing interesting happened... I'll put it that way.
Tomorrow I get to go bowling...yes I have something to look forward to!!
Sorry nothing exciting for you to read...like there ever is tho!! :)

Today is late arrival!!! I am so excited...I got to sleep in and right now I am online!! Who knew I would have so much time!! Well now I have to go catch the bus...I'll cya at school!!!

I LOVE YOU JOHN!!!!

Tears...Crying...Tears...
That's what my day was about mainly.
I really hate it to...I get home and that is all I do.
Can I move in with one of you....I really hate my life at home.
I am being serious to...I want to get out of this house.
People just don't understand me anymore and I hate it. I think the best way to go is me shooting myself. We were talking about this this morning and no one would come to my funeral...unless there was food....Wow you guys are so nice.... Wooho....I just noticed that...Why is there fun in funeral...haha....Weird....Yeah soo...I think that I am going to go cry myself to sleep now....

OMG that was the saddest hour of TV in the whole world....Did anyone watch 8 Simple Rules?? I went through like 10 tissues...It really sux that someone so great has to leave this world so fast and people who want to go are still here!! I don't understand it....Does anyone!??

I wish people would just get along...but that is not possible!
Ahhhh...what was that? I am sorry...Geezzzzeeee!!
Anyways...people let the little things get to them so easily and I am really tired of it. I do that to but now I see how annoying it is. I think that you have to look at the big picture. Thats what I am going to do from now on. And you know what I really hate!!??? People repeating and repeating and repeating their problems....Ahhh we got it the first time.... HahA
That was the greatest commerical I just saw!!! The little gingerbread man was riding around Toys R' Us on a car.. you have to see it...I can't explain things very well. I am not a very good talker either if any of you noticed that. Anyways, sorry random.... I can't wait for this Blue Man Group show...I am excited...but I have no clue where I am getting the money. Ahhhh..... this is bad....I am taking donations!!! HEHE!!! EVERWOoD starts in 6 minutes...I am outta here!!!

Fun Quotes

* A smile always makes someone's day, and makes someone else smile.

* Why would you try so hard to 'fit in' if you can be yourself without any effort?

* In order to succeed, we must not only dream, but act. Not only act, but believe.

*To the world your just one person but to one person you could mean the world.

*I ran up the door, closed the stairs, said my pajamas, and put on my prayers. Turned off the bed, and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me good night

*Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Than A Dream

*Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back

*Would you catch me if I fall...do you even notice me at all?

*The more I get to know guys, the more I like dogs.

*It's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin someone when your heart still does...

*IT'S A GURLS WORLD AND GUYS JUST LIVE IN IT!

*If love isn't a game, then why are there so many players?

*Anything in this world is possible.... you just have to make it happen.

*One does not make friends, one recognizes them.

*Never forget what you need to remember.

*You can observe a lot by watching.

*It's not over until it's over.

*You've got to be very careful if you don't know where you're going, because you might not get there.

Last night was so cool!!! I never got to see a play at school before. They can perform!! I had a fun time ushering with Lola and Krista. We held the doors, which was soooo fun. LOL! RIGHTTT!!! Hey at least we got to get in free and then get our extra credit. Later Mike came and "ushered" with us. The play started and then ended. Ha nothing really to talk about there. We then wanted to go get something to eat. Well, that really didn't work out cuz we lost Mike. Ha. We think he went with Jess and Aaron, but they probably took him home. That is so sad. Lola told Mike to go away and we think he took it seriously. Way to go Lola. LOL, JK!!! Instead we went without them, us three and Susan and Phil. We went to Portillo's and all of Glenwood's soccer team was there, guys soccer team. LOL!!! It was great fun. We couldn't figure out what to do so we all just went home.

Ohhhh!!!......I broke up with Krista tonight..HAha!! So now I'm single again....and probably will stay that way. :( Oh well...

That was the greatest game!! It was also the coldest game!!
Since we were beating their butts, 2nd string got to play!!
That means the juniors, basically!!! It was so exciting!!
BOBBY got to plat too!!! I was so happy!! I am still trying to get
feeling in my fingers again. HEHE!! Well I have to get ready to
usher at the school play tonight. CyA!!