Everyone writing about the same topic. It's interesting. Did something happened that triggered this, or did it finally just had to be let loose?

What is the point in trying anymore...I did just that, but was turned away, for, oh i don't know, i lost track a long time ago.

Do things really just end abruptly like that? And no one is suppose to care?

What goes through your mind, or is it just filled with new, more interesting things, that you can find time for the "old". Except, we are not "old".

No more.

Blah.

I am going to be a Cyclone!! I am so happy for myself! For all of you who don't know what a Cyclone is, it is what they call us at Iowa State! I got accepted! Congrats to me!

HAPPY THURSDAY OFF FROM SCHOOL DAY!

Doing homework before it gets dark out is crazy. Since I have work until like 11!, I was forced to do it, but actually I feel so much better knowing that I don't have to do it later! I should try this more often :) Work should be fun, since I am working the same shift as you-know-who. Blah, why do I go on about this. I'm dumb....easiest way to put it.

This week has gone by so fast, yet I don't want it to end. This means that finals are even closer. I might just cry, cuz I know that soon we will be getting review packets! Ahh...

No football game to look forward to this week. And no more seeing them in their jerseys, EVER. I wanted to wear a jersey, just one time, but my time has passed. Speaking of football players, I don't know what to do anymore with this "Blue" thing...you know who I am talking about. I think that I will drop it after like 3 years of liking him. 3 Years, what is my problem? Anyway... I need to find new interests. There is "Big Butt". Ha yeah right on that one.

Ok...no one gets me and this blog, so I guess I will go and get ready to spend another evening with Dan. Ha oh man. (aka...WORK....aka...blah)

When's the last time I got to go out and have fun and not worry about driving everwhere and just be a passenger? I would have to say probably sophomore year. SOPHOMORE YEAR...since then my life has been so stressful, yet no one really understands. They say I over-react, but they have no clue how much it sucks to know how to drive.

I want to be a passenger again.

Sorry about my mumbling about this subject, again, it just eats at me and I don't know how to stop it. Someone help me.

I need a pill, thats what I need, maybe all my pains will go away, maybe just for a while, thats all I need, a while.

Do you know my name? Or am I just "that girl"? Why does that get to me, who needs him anyway. Stupid you.

Central won tonight, so I hope we win tomorrow so we can play them next week and kick their butts, again! I am excited for this Saturday afternoon game. I have no one to go with cuz they are either busy, which I understand, or don't even respond to me when I ask them to go...hmm....anyways I am dragging my dad along. It should be interesting. But would be more fun if I had a friend.

I actually got to stay home tonight and watched Third Watch. It was relaxing, no worries. Now I am off to go watch Reba, since I taped it.

GO NORTH FOOTBALL!
I Y 48!

I hate people
cuz they hate me
or think I hate them
but now they know I hate them
so they can hate me.
Good?
Good.

In other events of the day, I had a good day, except for the whole part about it being so gloomy and cold out. Got to look at the positive side:

"Every thought you think changes your biochemistry.
Your hormones are affected by your thoughts.
Pay attention to stuff that bring you joy.
Look for things that bring you a smile! "