Out with the old....(marching band dude)

In with the new (again, since i never really stopped liking him since sophomore year)

Dumb boys...

Senior Anthem:

On the road again, just can't wait
to get on the road again
The life I love is makin' music with my friends
And I can't wait to get on the road again
On the road again, goin'
places that I've never been
Seein' things that I may never see again,
And I can't wait to get on the road again.

Doesn't that seem like it fits? Well, for me, I think that it is perfect because, that is what I am feeling about this whole last year bit. Just need to get on the road and never look back! No, that's sad. Well, some thing we don't have to remember!

Well, it's almost that time. First day of the rest of my life. Work had taken over everyones lives, so I guess I'll have to join them. Not looking forward to this leap, but it has to be done sooner or later. And right now, it has to be done sooner. Argh for having to grow up. What happened to the good old days, where nothing matter or had reason? I don't like being old.

Yesterday's Fun List!:

~ woke up too early
~ picked up Krista then Lola
~ drive to good old North for registration
~ lines, but not too bad
~ saw Joyce and then Susan in the halls
~ "say cheese", id's are not a good idea
~ the dreaded schedule handing over
~ went looking for Dima...and succeeded
~ parking passes, t-shirts, togas...oh my!
~ locker combo check
~ ran into Ashley, Lea, and Kristen
~ football players - both good *wink*wink*, and then the other 99.5% = stupid
~ 5th period lunch fiasco
~ saying good-bye to Susan, 15 minutes later, she is still there!!
~ saw Phil, bothered him
~ hellos to Jess, Aaron, and Thurston
~ guidance office waiting
~Juicy Juice!
~ phone troubles
~ off to Jess's house we go
~ waiting and waiting and waiting for John
~ back to school
~ finally meet up with him
~ Wendy's - yum....food
~ to much time in parking lot
~ Jess, Lola, and me go back to Jess's
~ mini-van ride to AMC then SUPER TARGET
~ clothes trying on, Frisbee searching, football throwing
~ called Susan up to play football
~ us pros actually playing football in the field
~ park - smilies in sand, along with peace signs
~ off to the show
~ met up with Krista and John
~ watched Napoleon Dynamite
~ Phil hunting...no luck
~ Colonial and huge sundaes and root bear floats
~ head home
~ John umm going the wrong way (where the heck was he going??, all I wanted, was to tell him to turn on his lights!!!!)
~ sleepy time

Schedule....Scmedule:

1. PE - Fiore
2. PreCalc/Trig - Martina
3. Consumer ED - Hopkins
4. Physics II - Wilverding
5. Lunch -
6. Adv. Bio - Papler
7. Adv. Comp Animal - Bushman
8. Senior English - Williams

I HATE THURSDAYS!

random thing of the day:

• complete the following: "I'm different from all my friends because..."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LOLA, a day late. It still counts though, cuz I was basically with you all day! It was a fun day yesterday and I am soo grateful that it didn't rain while we were golfing!! Even thought it did rain later that night, that was fun! We should have more days like that!

Tomorrow...tomorrow is freaking me out. What if I don't have lunch with anyone...even worse, just my sister...ahh...and what if I don't get a parking pass?? That would mean waking a mile to school...blah...and my whole schedule will be all messed up, I know it. Argh school.

But other then that, life is good.

It kind of hit me today that school is right around the corner. I didn't want to believe it before, but being in that building with all those people around, I realized that fun time is almost over. I don't know if this is a good feeling or what, but whatever it is, I am not looking forward to it.

Too many freshmen around. Blah them and their brother.

I also decided that I will tell you people who it is. I hope that you people don't react the way...well it is no one interesting, so go ahead, make fun of me. Krista knows, and she thinks that he is no good. haha, jk Krista.

"Be who you are and say what you feel because
those who matter don't mind and those who
mind don't matter"

I finally did it!! I got meself a car!! It's a Saturn Sc2, blue, two and a half door...believe me its really cool!, CD player..just so cool. I took some pictures for your enjoyment!!

Why am I going on like this?

I mean, what do I have to loose?
Am I just afraid of what you might think?
Probably, cuz I am stupid.

Like someone told me, I need to trust people.
So I should just go out and say it?

No one really cares about this, except me.

And it wouldn't work out, like I have been told.

It's just another guy.

Why am I going on like this??

I have finally put myself out there and got myself a job. It is just temporary as the guy said, but I can now say I am a working girl! I'll be working at the new Michael's on Aurora on the 22nd if you are interested. ;) Right now, since it is a new store, I will be stocking the selves full of goods! Ha. Then, if they like me, I get to work the cashier!!

Always try to help a friend in need...

Believe in yourself...

Remember, it's ok to be afraid sometimes...

Give lots of kisses...

Meet new people, even if they look different than you...

Remain calm...

Even if it seems rather hopeless!

Take a nap if you need one...

Have a good sense of humor and laugh often...

Love your friends, no matter who they are...

Don't waste food...

Take an occasional risk...

Relax...even on those stressful days!

It's important, no matter what, to work together as a team...

Fall in love with someone special...

Express yourself creatively...

Always be up for surprises...

Share with a friend...

Remember the saying: Good things happen to good people!

Someone loves you more than you know...

Exercise a little each day...

Live up to your name...

Hold on to good friends, as they are few and far between...

This friend is thinking about you - Have a wonderful day!

Someone tell me who am I
I think as my life flashes by.
Who knows how I truly feel
As I face a different ordeal.
No one will really know
For my true feelings never show.
Even through bleeding heart and cries
I just use a smile to shade my eyes.
Inside I'm all tears and sighs
But the world must see otherwise.
My life something no one will see
Except all the good and glee.
They won't understand though they try
Because my vulnerable side is nigh.
So I hide behind plastered smile
Even if my life is vile.
Throughout my life I bear this task
Always concealed behind my mask.

Okay, so this evening I went out looking for more cars and came across about 20 of which I liked. Tomorrow I am going back and getting one, or at least I hope. I remember the last time I said this, it ended on a sad note...so I am not saying anything else. Just hope to get one before school and the 11th, since that is the deadline. Now it is only my sister and me to be driving to school if and when I get a car.

Cross fingers.

Party at Kim's house every Friday night! Maybe we should take turns with these parties cuz you all drank me out of house and home.

I try...

I fail...

There is no use in me trying to help people.

Here are some pictures of the car that "would have been":

Isn't he a beaut?

Look at this view...!



Oh...and the insides!

So yesterday, these random guys went by our house while my sister and me were washing the car. I was like "crazy boys", but then I realized that it was Ingo, from freshman year. I was so amazed to see him and it was also kind of random that he would go by my house. What is even more crazy is that the day before, I made my mom drive by his house when we were coming home. What are the chances of that? Weird.

So, as you see, no car for me today. My mom doesn't want: A) an American car B) a used car because she is afraid that we will have to put more money into it than we actually paid for it, and C) she doesn't think I will get a job to pay her back. I am so mad, because I told everyone that I am getting a car and now it turns out I am not. So now I will be a senior riding the bus. Isn't that exciting?!

Other then that, no life for Kim.

August...is...here. Let the fun times roll! Except I am so mad right now I could cry.

Baseball throws a harsh curve ball. My favourite player, Alex Gonzalez, has been traded to some team in Canada. What is up with that? Now, if they go off and decideto trade Prior or Walker, then I will no longer be a Cubs fan. This is horrible news in the day of the life of Kim.

In other news: school is coming up. Actually, that is basically right up there with Gonzo. What else could go wrong?? Oh right, that homecoming dance doesn't look to pleasing. But hey, those curve balls are thrown at me all the time and I'll just throw them right back. So beware.

Oh wow. The good news: I might be getting a car!! It's a '00 Ford Escort. Yes, the same car as John, but mine is a lot newer and drives much better, or so I am told...we will find out on Monday if I get the car or not.