LAST DAY OF 2003!!!

O...M...G!!!!! It's Tuesday and I have done nothing this whole break... wow I think I have gone crazy... but you know me, can't pick up that phone, why, i dunno, but I HATE THAT THING....haha... online is so much more fun for me!!! hehe!!!

What happened to everyone coming back? So far NO ONE has returned, at least not to my knowledge, but thats not much....haha!!!

Lola, I am still here, my blog is still up and running, AND WHAT!?!?! I am picking you up, we are going to THAT party and then I will drop you OFF!!! Well, I don't get the car but my mom will do all that... She is so concerned about drunk drivers, she doesn't want me driving that late... HEHE... so funny she is!!!

I am getting yelled at to go to bed!!! What will happen to me when school comes around, I won't be able to get up at 5:30!!! AHHHH!!!!

I WANT A cAR!!!! a pretty red one, jetta, 2000, automatic
BUT I NEEd A joB to PAy For ThAT.... :(

How was everyone's Christmas, if you can answer that? I wish you the best of luck with the rest of the holiday.... wow does that sound stupid or what?!?! HEHE!!! Today was fun, I stayed home and watched Adam Sandler movies all day, yea USA!!! (the tv station) HEHE!!! So now all I want for this break is some snow, anyone with me?? Probably not, I am the only one who likes it. But all I am asking for is some, just to say we had a white holiday...but that is never gonna happen with this crazy Chicago weather.... I HATE CHICAGO!!!! ha.... I am going to Alaska, cya!!! (i wish)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

I Am OFFicallY 17!!! WOA HOa!!!

HEY!! It's the day of my birth!!! WOA HOA!!! I'm soo excited!!! Do you know what comes with being 17!?!?! Well, there is the whole 'R' rated movies and then NO CURFEW!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

26 hours, 20 minutes, 52 seconds... maybe, OH WHO CaRes.....TOMORROW Is MY BIRTHDAY, at 11:17 PM!!!!

HAPPY WINTER SOLSTICE!!!

This is just for the winter season...I am not really liking it but I wanted something with snow...the puppies will come back!!!

Interesting times...interesting people....Love all of you!!!


I realized that I have been robbed... at the party, when we were gonna pay, Jess took my money that I was gonna use but never gave it back!!! HAHa!! How am I gonna tell her that when she gets back!?! Like Colleen puts it, "jess, you took my money, give it back"!! HAHA!!!

2 MORE DAYS 'till I am 17!!!!

I would like to take this time to say to everyone that gave gifts today, THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU!!! YOU ARE THE BEST!!!! I felt bad tho, cuz everyone was giving stuff and I am not giving until after break...but then you have something to look forward to!!! OMG THIS JUST IN....JOYCE iS going!!! HA... she is gonna be late tho....sry I am excited cuz I haven't seen her in forever and Krista wants to see her to!!! AGAin TO EVERYONE!!!!....I LOVE YOU AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!

It's Winter Break...and I am the only one who doesn't want it to be... I am such a dork. I am gonna miss you guys to much...everyone is going away and I get to stay in my house for 2 weeks....AAHHH!! I will find some kinda fun hopefully... if you are in town, we have to do something... k? Good!!! Tomorrow is the PARTY!!! WOahoa!!! FInally, I am really not liking this tho, cuz Joyce was suppose to go but now she is going to Washington DC, and wasn't even gonna tell me... errrr I am so mad at some people right now.... why can't you tell me you are not going... so I know who to wait up for....and OMg, some people I don't think got the message in the change in plans and what if they go to Seven Bridges and no one is there!!! OMG!!! What should I do!!!!!!!!!!!! OH NO, I am freakin out now!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH...somebody help!!!!!! Maybe I should go to 7 Bridges and wait for people....but then what about the rest of you guys..... ahhh!!!! The World Is Ending!!!!!

PERSPECTIVE:

One day a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the
country with the firm purpose of showing his son how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be
considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the
father asked his son, "How was the trip?" " It was great, Dad." "Did you
see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son.

"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The
son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a
pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that
has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the
stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the
whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have
fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they
serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. We have walls around
our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."
The boy's father was speechless.

Then his son added, "Thanks, Dad, for showing me how poor we are."

Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen
if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about
what we don't have. Appreciate every single thing you have, especially
your friends!

"Life is too short and
friends are too few."

This weekend was so fun!!! I am glad that I was able to have some fun again...

Friday I went to FPA and Jess, Krista, Lauren, and me worked out for awhile...I think that I pushed myself just enough and was happy with what I did!!! So after that Jess, Krista and me went to Jess's house, I am still not sure why cuz it was a cold walk there and a cold walk back. I was walking with KKK members too!!!!! HAHA!!! So when we got back to the school we met up with Lola and watched the wrestling matches... I had never been to one so I didn't know what it would be like...so after the freshman went I thought that it would never end....it wasn't all that fun...but once the JVI and Varsity team started it was much better cuz I knew people. So we watched the team get beat horribly...it was so sad, but there has to be a winner. Okay so Krista and Lola left early and left me with Jess....ha...but then I lost her and that wasn't much fun. But I found her with Aaron and he said something about taking us home but I don't think that we understood cuz us two went back to Jess's house where my dad picked me up later... But Aaron I guess was gonna drive us home and got really mad that we "ditched" him....I'm Sorry...I didn't know he wanted to do that.... :(

Saturday the "A's and E" came over!!! That was some fun times...we went to this one place to eat but they couldn't have more then seven people at a table without asking their manager!?!?! WHA!!!??? That was so stupid, so we left and ate at Bennigan's. They really should have a translator or something for that menu....HEHE....I was so confused on all that Irish talk!!!! But dinner was good and all those flashbacks, that was the greatest....laughing at our youth... HEHE!!! So then we went home and watched a movie...but everyone fell asleep so yea... that was interesting... we opened our Christmas gifts and then they had ta go...

Sunday was much fun!!!!! First, I had to go to my grandparents house...not the fun part...HEHE!!! So after that, since I didn't know it was two o'clock until Jess called, I got all mad cuz my family kept taking their time at the house...I wanted to hang out and make the movie!!! When I finally got into the car to go to Jess's house, I was like speeding cuz I felt soooo bad that I was late... so when I got there we got to start the movie!!!! It was Jess, Lola, Mike T., Mike K., Aaron, Mark, and then me. BUT OMG..... it was SOOOOOO COLD!!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!! hehe... yea.... I am THE worst actress in THE world...and again I felt soo bad....cuz I just messed up the freakin' movie...but it was so much fun messing up and laughing like every two seconds...when were suppose to be dead, Jess kept laughing and started me up....we couldn't get through all of FIVE seconds!!!! HAHA!!! So then everyone slowly left and so then Jess, Lola, and me went to Wendy's...then we all went home...great fun....And NEXT SATURDaY!!!! Woa... I am soo excited.....omg there are change in plans... we are gonna met at FRIDAY'S off of OGDEN first cuz the free skate doesn't start till' 7:30!!! I am gonna double check that tho...then get back to everyone b4 Friday, hopefully...I will need some help telling people tho...

Monday morning.....it is almost 12:30 and I wanna go to bed, but I just keep on typing!!! HAHa!!! Cya in a few hours!!!

GO BOWLING!!! Ha...today I got an 11 pin strike!!! It was so exciting!!! So Jess and me decided that we were gonna bowl this game granny style with a 16 pounder ball!!!! It is a grand ol'e time!!! hAHA!!! Last game we bowled with our left hand and we both got under 60!!! WOaHoa!!! Other then that my day was depressing...everyone totally ignores me and I am really hating it...It is like I am not even there...errrrr...Jess is the only one that cares about me at the lunch table but she is gone half the time so I don't even know why I am there....I am a loser and have nowhere else to go...thats the problem!!!!!!!! I am sorry that I am a human being and need attention, it is not that much to ask for....or even pretend to listen to me... I know that I am not interesting but I really hate talking to myself. And when I try to help people they don't even care...and it makes me feel dumber then I usually do...Errr I can't take it anymore...and then.....errr...... AHHHH.... enough!!!!!!!!!!!! It always happens around me and I can't stand it... AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

JOKE FOR THE DAY!!

Two gas company servicemen, a senior training supervisor and
a young trainee, were out checking meters in a suburban
neighborhood. They parked their truck the end of the alley and
worked their way to the other end.

At the last house a woman looking out her kitchen window
watched the two men as they checked her gas meter.

Finishing the meter check, the senior supervisor challenged his
younger coworker to a foot race down the alley back to the
truck to prove that an older guy could outrun a younger one.

As they came running up to the truck, they realized the lady
from that last house was huffing and puffing right behind them.
They stopped and asked her what was wrong.

Gasping for breath, she replied, "When I see two gas men
running as hard as you two were, I figured I'd better run too!"

Wow...sorry that I have not written in like forever but nothing interesting has happened in my life...this weekend has been sooo interesting tho...haha....right....ok so yesterday Lola, Krista, Dima, and me went to the "One Acts" at school, and I heard that they would be good...but for one thing, they really shoul memorize their lines... i mean come on.... lol... so after that, Krista and me wanted to go to the pool to see the guys water polo team....but that didn't work out so well... they have these cage things up so you can't get thru...so then we all decided to go see the basketball game... I wanted to SEE the game but no one else wanted to, but oh well...Lola, we aRE going sooner or later... I need a sport to watch during the winter!!! We then went downtown to Potbelly's and got free sandwiches!!! Thanks Krista!!!! Lets see...then we went to Barnes and Nobles, and like everyone goes there... it some crazy stuff... we then got tried and everyone went home...That was my amazing Friday night...

So today we were suppose to make a movie but I don't know what happened there... so I stayed home and like slept the whole day... it was good for me... cuz I need to catch up on my sleep!!! My aunt came over, so that was me socializing for the day...oh and I did talk to Lola on the phone... I decided that I need to socialize with people other then the people I live with... my life just gets so boring on the weekeends!!! HAHA...Dima...thats for you!!! Well Trading Spaces just came on so thats where I go from here!!!

Ok...this is crazy...it is December and people are worrying about the Spring Dance!!! haha... I think that it is so much fun listening to people's ideas... I decided that I am not gonna go... so you don't have to worry about me... Jess says I should but you know what... I have like 3 or 4 months to think about it!!!!! GOSH!!! LOL... it's all good though...gotta tell people in advance so you have someone to go with!!!

Yea...so my day was so funfilled... ha like it ever if... it was such a slow day, I thought I would die before that 3:10 bell rang... it just kept going and going and going and going....lol i'll stop!!! But now that I am home, there isn't enough time to do anything!!! It is crazy how this whole time thing works... All school and no fun...

Lets see... I know why I am not enjoying school...its cuz Krista ain't there!!! HA...thats it... right there!!!! YOu gotta come tomorrow... after lunch we go to the commons and you are not there to talk to... it is so upsetting :'( Hehe!! But seriously EVERYONE in the school has been sick for at least one day this past week... it is some crazy stuff!!! And now all the teachers are getting sick... it would be great if they all got sick together and we would have to cancell school!! WOaHoa!!! That would be awesome!!! HAha... I overthink things...

To end things for Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003....
Him:When is your birthday?
Me: December 24th
Him: Oh, Christmas Eve.
Me: Yea.
Him: Is it always on Christmas Eve?

HAPPY DECEMBER 1ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back at school...and it is no fun...WOW...Ashley is looking for pictures for her magnet for DP...very interesting stuff... I just got back from bowling and I got a 70 something...I don't remember!!! And it was so horrible when I swung the ball and it went backwards...AHHH!!! It was also really funny!!! Yea...Ashley is sitting right behind me and saying all these random things... it is funny!!! KRISTA!!! It is so sad without you here today!!! We all miss you!!!! You HAVE to get BETTER!!!! This is so not fun... I am running out of things to say... ... ... ...