Life can either suck right now or be happy. For one thing Frank made the schedule this week and I don't have to work on Halloween!! I love that man. But then the sucky thing is that I thought someone made plans to go trick-or-treating but then I overheard that they had other plans. Hmm....yea, things always turn out like that, for me anyways. So guess what I get to do my "last" Halloween!?!?! Give out candy. Ghah...I really really really dislike people right now. Caught up in their own little worlds, and can't even let me in. But I am not their problem, I am my own problem. I guess I should really find people that want to hang out with me, rather then being forced to hang with me. Whatever. It's your life. I don't care, anymore.

Then there is this whole bus taking thing, that, well the bus part doesn't get on my nerves, just other parts of the situation. I mean.......no I don't have to explain myself, cuz that would just be a waste of time.

Well have and Happy Halloween, and yes Jess I will be boring and not go trick or treating.....thanks.

*tap*tap* on the floor.

Crap, I can't dance and now this. What to do?

*I got a kitty, his name is Joe Bob...but now I have to say goodbye and skin his hairs away and then mess with his insides. >:O

*Did You Know: The cow (female) reproduction system is over four feet long. Tomorrow it'll be all layed out on a table if you care to see 7th period.

*What an exciting day tomorrow!

*I Y 48. ugh me. stupid me. why me?

My Best Friend

Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

RED SOXS RULE!

I have a confession: I think that I am liking "Big Butt" again....oh man.

In other news...I really have no life...people get annoyed by my blabbering of guys, so I'll stop this post.

Get back to you when I have more interesting things to write about.

So close...stupid yankees.

"...pretend like today never happened...before"

I want to know:
[enter what happened to you this fine long weekend]

my weekend: see krista's blog. Ha....don't feel like typing about saturday, but it was really fun!

THEY'RE GONE! PARTY!

Just Kidding. I wish you guys the best of luck in Texas!

This weekend will consist of:

~Consumer Ed Career Project
~Senior English:
Personal Statement
Gandhi Journal
Novel Essay
~College Applications
~ The Forgotten
~Volunteering
~Work??
~other random things

HOLY CRAP!

It's almost been a month since I have been on. But who is keeping tabs. I bet no one will even realize that I updated this. Ha...I'll still write though.

So what has happened in the last three or so weeks:

~work (with Dan...hehe!)
~football games
~half days
~work then some more work
~Paycheck! I'm RICH!
~Beating Central by ONE!
~and yea...nothing else since i have no life anymore.

*Ashley is a mind reader*

Gosh, I realized that I obsess over guys way to much. Like, this whole Dan thing...come on...what am I thinking!?!? He is in a Metal band, he drinks and smokes, and gots long hair. What more could you ask for in a guy? Ha...but he is like the coolest person ever if you just get past those other points. But they are not bad bad points, just different aspects then what kind of guys I am usually interested in. But yea, then there is Brad. But there is not much to say there. Cuz I am a dork. But yea. I need to move on with my obsessiveness, find some one within my reach. You know what I also realized? That I am attracted to guys that are not available more so then when they are available. Weird. My mom says its because it is safer. I don't know what she meant, but yea. Okay enough about stupid boys.

I'll try I keep this baby updated to the best of my ability!