Mmmm...oreo pie!
w/ a cherry on top.
then on the ground.

*Yesterday was such a happy day. Football games always make me happy. I wonder why though.
*Go Big Butt! Ha...Lola is so funny.
*I was happy when Brad got to play! I don't know why, it was just exciting cuz he never gets to play.
*But yes...marching band people, you rock!! I love you all!!!
*The football team won!! I can't believe it, we won!! 28-27...an ammmazing game!
*Baker Square, what can I say? That place is so great. With the pie and all...

*Good Luck to the Marching Band today!! I hope that you all won!!

*Yea...and have fun at the dance tonight...someone invite me to an after party, please??

*I don't think I am going to the Anti-Homecoming Party, cuz I don't think they even want there...so I'll be home all day.

*Call me with plans!

Oh man, yesterday was such a crazy day. So, I go to work and am like given 500 things to do, cuz the store was opening tomorrow(today). I have to like restick all these stickers, cuz they were not flush left. What?? Crazy people. Then I had to redo the whole candle section. That wasn't to bad, cuz those candles smelt soo good. Ha! I think that I will have to buy some now. At least I get a 25% discount! So yea...then 5 o'clock comes around and they want me to stay later, cuz we were behind, big time. But I said no, thank goodness! So then I was gonna go to the school to usher the play, but I had no one to go with, so I drove to the pet store to see if they had chincillas. But of course, the dumb store closed 15 minutes prior to me coming. Blah. So I went home to enjoy the rest of my evening. Jess calls and says that I need to go to Thurston's. So we went there, and Ian and Mary (thurston's girlfriend) were there too. After watching Jess and Ian play with those stupid stick things, we...well...did exciting things...haha...yea! No Thurston's house is always fun! We watched Hocus Pocus, interesting movie. Then Jess, Ian, and Dan(younger thurston) played this video game that was a little too graphic. But yeah, them all were crazy last night. Ian drank like 5 sodas, Jess was eating all the chocolate, and god knows what mike and mary were doing...haha jk one that one! But yea, it was fun times! *wink*wink* Gosh I got to get over this!

Why must I be me?

It's not like I am a worthwhile person.
No one will ever like me for me.
I am just one of those girls that will walk around and never be noticed.
I am like a wall. People never care about you, they just walk around you, and never look back.

Everyone around me is so happy, because they are so much better off than me. They have reason to be happy. People actually take interest in them. But me, ha that's a laugh.

I hate being me.

And then this whole homecoming thing. Agh, I hate it with a passion. You all have reason to be happy and excited, but every time a dance comes around, I stand alone, in the dark. I shouldn't have had taken that freaking day off, now I'll just think about it the whole freaking day. Now, if I were prettier, skinnier, taller, and more outgoing...then I wouldn't have this problem. Don't say anything to try and cheer me up, because I am too sensitive. I take things too seriously.

Why must I be me?

blind date.

good thing or a bad thing?

need advice...!!!

I "heart" football!

Picked up my sister today and the football players were coming in. Made my day! I don't know why, just did! Thought you should know!

Ha, now that you all know, I feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I hadn't told anyone when I liked him sophomore year...but know I guess I would have to tell you, since everyone always bugs me about these things. Or maybe I shouldn't even bring them up, but oh well you all know. Some of you don't care about this whole, but now I don't have a secret and it is relieving on my part. Enough jibber jabber... got to go find out how to breed degus!